Hold Your Head up ~ And Lead With Your Heart.

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Hold Your Head Up PDF
Posture used to be taught.  It is something that, for the most part, has gone by the wayside in this technical era.  Most people spend hours and hours crouched over some sort of device, whether it is a mobile phone, tablet, laptop or desk computer.   We have become “down looking” people, and detached from the physical world.  It is not good for our physical or emotional bodies to be like this so much.

When one lifts the head up, the shoulders go back, the spine lengthens and the chest comes forward.  In this posture, it is possible to lead oneself with the heart.  Remember that the heart truly is more connected to your “being-ness” than your brain is.  Your heart – is YOU.

When you hold your head up, your inner pride automatically comes forth, and your inner Love for yourself is expressed and once you start doing this and you go out walking, you will find that everyone you meet will acknowledge you.  Add, a big, genuine smile, and you probably will make someone’s day better.

From here, you will find that YOUR day will be fun, enjoyable and productive.  You will feel well and happy and you will find your inner creativity becoming more often spurred into action.

Give it a try – it cost you nothing, not even time – just walk this way every time you walk.  Sit this way too – it’ll change your life!  🙂
Hold your head up

It’s All About Energy!

Its All About Energy

It’s All About Energy PDF

This one is going to be somewhat challenging to some, but I feel I must put it out anyway!

In these moments of now, there is much to share regarding the truth about the place we call Earth.  Imagine some beings who are struggling to survive with no real way of creating energy for themselves.  What could they do?  Why can’t they generate their own energy? Where did they come from?  And why should you imagine them or this scenario?  Well, you certainly don’t have to, but I have some idea as to what has been going on, what IS going on, and what WILL be able to happen to clear up what looks like the most impossible mess! 

OK, here is the story I have for you. 

The bodies these beings are in, were “accidentally” created so they are far from perfect.  It seems that they were some sort of prototype that was supposed to be destroyed, but by some error, were not.  They are semi created bodies – not complete – they are mostly technological and only partially biological.  A group of opportunist beings found these bodies and entered them.  They have no souls, but they have some extraordinary creative abilities, using certain types of technology.  They find that they do not easily exist in this Universe, yet they have to stay here, or cease to exist, because ultimately, they are finite simply because they cannot create their own energy.  They want to live on Earth, but they struggle to live in its atmosphere.  So, what could they do? 

Meanwhile, those of us infinite beings who answered a call from the Universe Creator to come and co-create, and who were able to enter human bodies which it created as fractals of the Universe, came to play in this amazing new creation, entered this Universe and arrived on Earth.  We entered as humane human beings and started to co-create with what we found on this incredibly beautiful planet sharing with the flora, fauna and mineral kingdoms, all living together in perfect inflowment.  It was all going beautifully as we in human bodies enjoyed learning about what we found on this incredible planetary body and how we could use what was there, to create more beautiful creations.  Living this way kept us vital, strong and extremely healthy in our perfectly constructed biological bodies.  Our source of energy was energy from the earth’s surface through our bare feet, sunlight from the sun into our eyes and onto our skin, pure oxygen from the air, and pure water from the land.  Interacting graciously with the flora and fauna was really enjoyable, and we lived in harmony and balance with all around us.  We had the ability to communicate with one another using our heart connections – whether we were physically far apart, or close by.  We could also transport our physical bodies to anywhere on the earth’s planetary body by intention and then allowing it to happen by our own choice. 

While this was all going on, the other beings, which for now, I will call the suchons, were struggling to survive because they had no way of creating their own energy after what they had to start with in those bodies, and it was running out!  They were located on Saturn and the Moon and were hanging out there, but, as mentioned above, they found that they struggled to exist in this Universe and certainly could not exist on Earth in their current state.  Their idea was to feed off humans’ energy.  The human has an endless supply of energy, and in contrast to the suchons, the spirits who can enter human bodies are infinite, i.e. they always have been and always will be existing.

However, on a perfect Planet Earth, where humans know exactly who and what they are, it would be impossible to attach any “extraction tubes”!   Humans that are grounded, know who they are, what they are doing on Earth, where they came from and why. They are aware of everything going on around them, and they remember EVERYTHING. With Humans in this full awareness, it would not be possible to to feed off of them.  

So, how could the suchons obtain the energy from the humans?  These desperate beings put into action a very clever plan.  First they created an Overlay over the beautiful Earth.  This Overlay actually is brilliant technology.  It mimics Earth, but it is NOT Earth.  It is, as the name implies – an overlay – it is sort of like a mask.  It is synthetic, and it projects a very close copy of what is on earth through this Overlay onto its surface.  Beneath this Overlay, is the Organic Planetary body of Earth, the feminine aspect and expression of Universe Creator.  These suchons created portals from Organic Earth onto the Overlay.  They also created amnesiac programs which they used as they sucked humans from Earth through the portals onto the Overlay.   As humans arrived on the Overlay, they forgot where they had come from, who they were, and what they were doing where they were, which by now, is on the synthetic earth Overlay.   For a while, it sort of felt like earth but they had a certain amount of knowing that something was wrong, and an awareness of their inherent technology, and spent some time trying to work out why it didn’t feel right where they were.  They built pyramids as energy centers in an attempt to propel themselves back to where they were supposed to be, even though they couldn’t fully remember where that was.  But as they did this, the suchons attached their technologies that extracted energy from the humans, and even managing to use some of the energy generated by the pyramids.  Once the extraction tubes were attached (not discernible to the humans), any amount of inner power and inherent technology was lost for the humans.  In time, they no longer could sustain themselves by earth, sun, oxygen and water, and they started having to consume from the flora and fauna kingdoms in order to sustain their physical bodies which was not how the human vessel was first designed.  However, it was designed with resilience as an important component, so it was able to adapt and to convert the consumed materials into energy – which unknown to the humans, was in large part being sucked right out of them.

Next, the suchons created “The Loop”.

The Loop.
The Loop is, as the name implies, a loop.  This loop keeps the abducted beings in a loop of birth, life, death, karma, birth, life, death, karma, all the while, having energy sucked off of them.  It has several dimensions.  The energy that was the strongest for the suchons to suck off was stress, fear, and lack and limitation.  Therefore, over the centuries. the suchons found many ways to get the humans under control, into fear and stress and to have them believe in lack and limitation.  And in the reincarnation loop the humans stayed.  And around and around they went. 

 Fakod of the Suchons

The leader of the suchons called itself GOD, (I’m going to call it “fakod”! – Fakod of the Suchinions!  😉  and it claimed to have created the Universe.  SOON, it managed to convince the humans that it was their ruler and that they had to acquiesce to its demands and rules.  It did this by creating religion and by programming the humans.  To be able to do all of this, it needed some of its own minions closer, i.e. on the Overlay.  As mentioned before, the suchons could not exist in the atmosphere of the earth, or on its Overlay.  They had to think of a way to be able to get some of them onto the Overlay.   Next came another very clever plan – to adjust the bodies that they had started squatting in, to look like a human body – it was quite the creation, and once these bodies were suitably adapted, they could act like humans – with one very important difference – they needed something to sustain them and energize these bodies, which meant to feed them some powerful fuel.  They found that eating real human fetuses and young children and drinking their blood would sustain these fake human bodies so that they could live on the Overlay without looking out of place.  This was great progress for them because now, they could manipulate life on earth so much more.

Soon, with its massive ego, confident it could really start to get everything it wanted, Fakod put its minions onto the Overlay in these fake bodies and called them priests.  These so-called priests were given the job to create the above mentioned religion.  Religion was a “god-send”!!!    With first hundreds, then thousands and then millions and millions worshiping and praising this Fakod, feeding the suchons became easier.  Once they got the humans sucked into believing in this false ruler (Fakod), they managed to program them so that even the humans wanted to become priests and to preach “the word of “God” to the others.  The suchon priests even had these humans help create a book that was supposedly the book of god and the law of god, and many by now, were in the market to buy bull and believed this entire story.  This was a great help to the suchons energy sucking programs – praise and worship was the perfect energy for Fakod and his minions. 

Soon, more and more of these beings wanted to go to earth to enjoy what those in bodies there could experience, including becoming the important and elite, taking over the land, making laws and rules and creating those important roles for themselves so they could control the humans more and more.  They needed extra feeding to prepare for their time on earth, and to get used to their new body adaptions.  They found that they could exist on Saturn and on the Moon, and get fed from the human energy that was sucked constantly from them, but when they prepared to go onto earth, they needed more and more energy.  Meanwhile, the humans had to adapt.  As mentioned above, when they were on the genuine organic earth, they did not need to eat – they didn’t consume anything. Soon, the humans learned to make all sorts of fake foods so they could get it faster because at this point, they were experiencing hunger – these fake foods were processed and really not very good for them, but they needed something more to help create more and more energy, not knowing how much was being sucked off them.  Some of them got sick and even died.  But no problem to the suchons, the beings just got recycled and came back in a brand new human body to go around the cycle again.  But I digress . . .

To keep up enough supply of energy for all the suchons in the Universe, they programmed the humans to procreate more and more so that they could birth them onto the Overlay, so that they could milk and harvest their energy.  The more human energy they were able to harvest and use, the more dastardly plans and deeds they were able to put into action.  They even were acquiring certain percentages of the human’s inner technologies which they used against the humans.  Bigger and bigger plans came – keep programming the humans to praise Fakod, threaten them with all sorts of terrible punishment if they don’t and this way, keep them in fear which fed the suchons even more.  Create separation – divide the humans with all sorts of differences to keep them confused, and at war with one another – then convince them that war must take place etc, etc, etc . . .
One of the main things they worked on was to keep the humans only semi-healthy.  They knew that if they allowed them to be fully healthy, that they could regain some of their inner technology, and even remember who they were, so it was vital to keep them in a state where they were well enough to create energy, but not well enough to remember who they were, hence the huge operation which created the sick-care system that they called the health-care system.

Some of the things that occurred as time went on include, (but there are many, many more):
1. Created the Overlay.

2. Used up all the energy they had doing that and finding that they could live for a while on Saturn and the Moon.

3. Used the portals they had created in the Overlay to suck humans off Organic true earth onto the Overlay. 

4. Dropped most of them on Africa which was at that time reflecting the true earth’s fauna and flora and where these humans could survive fairly easily, and reproduce.

5. Started sucking energy from these humans via their clever tubes that could extract the energy.

6. Found that fear, stress and the feeling of lack and limitation energy coming from humans was what fed them the best and that they could assimilate.  The creative and joyous energy coming from humans was almost poison to them.

7. Saw that even better energy for Fakod was praise and worship.

8. Found the need to program the humans, so that they would create within themselves what was needed to create the energy the suchons needed.

9. Turned Saturn and the Moon into transmitting centers. 

10. Added to “The Loop”:   On the way in, an overlay of the chakra body was attached to the human body to receive the programming from Saturn and the Moon.

11. Achieved the ability to transmit programs to humans, including the program to believe there is a greater power that they cannot see, but is their GOD (Fakod) who they have to praise.

12. Made the technology to adjust their current bodies into fake human bodies and sent them in onto the Overlay to animate the programs – put them in as priests and created religion.  All the different religions came as time went by.

13. Through the priests, they made Law, which was totally different to Natural Lore and which were really codes and statutes to control the humans. This made the humans into slaves, with more and more energy milked from them.

14. Created divide and conquer with different religions and other separation tactics.

15. Sent in more suchons to be the Kings/Queens and leaders. (Sometimes known as “Elites”).

16 Made Kingdoms and Countries.

17. Made borders and eventually more control of travel.

18. Made war – made the humans believe that war is inevitable.

19. Made money.

20. Made banking and Banksters.

21. Lifted the humans off the land, separated them from anything resembling natural ways of life.

22. Suppressed natural healing methods.

23. Suppressed clean energy production.

24. Programmed population with more lack and limitation propaganda.

25 Imprisoned anyone who questioned the lies and distortion.

26 Murdered anyone who learned any truth of suppression etc.

Many, many distractions were created too – as the centuries went on, there were more and more clever manipulations such as sports which kept millions of humans distracted.  In addition, there was much esoteric intrigue put out to keep the masses distracted and confused – sometimes the humans heard about possible life “out there” and mostly, the controlling system would deny it as stories and such.  There also started a fringe community whereby many started to see things that did not correlate with what they had been told, so they started to research.  Sometimes this was good, but then the suchons would throw in something to get them really distracted and then to cause yet another rift so that humans would be arguing amongst themselves when the best thing to do would have been to unite.  Some of the things that the humans researched had value and some became awoken because of this – and they had the wisdom to stay out of argument and listened to their hearts to be discerning as to what was true, and what was just distortion of truth.  Much of this was created to keep the energy for the suchons and so that the humans wouldn’t be able to use their own energy in good ways – for being creative and for having fun – which, little did they know, would have been so much better for them and so much worse for the suchons.

The other thing that happened to these abducted humans was that they started to age.  The toxins entering their bodies via first, the “food”, then by intentional poisoning by their captors, to keep them dumbed down – enough that they wouldn’t start thinking for themselves, but not so much that they wouldn’t keep supplying the suchons with all the energy they needed to survive.  Although they could not create their own energy, they sure were good at manipulating others to create it for them, and over centuries, they had this system made that provided them with as much energy as they wanted.  It was perfect – for them!  But the humans were suffering.  Children went missing every day, and somewhere more and more were being sacrificed, abused and consumed.  The Overlay on Earth became a battered mess, with waste everywhere, reflecting this vile consuming way, and all life began consuming other life to sustain their bodies to stay alive. Those having their energy sucked out of them daily, had to consume other energy just to sustain their own life.  It became a vicious cycle.  No one suspected there was anything REALLY wrong, they just started to believe that their souls just needed “testing” and “lessons for growth” etc. 

Still Looping

The system known as Karma came into being as they kept going around “The Loop” from all of the experiences the humans had during incarnations and they carried this Karma around with them in the cycles until they could balance it all out.  The humans were stuck in this ongoing, never-ending cycle of reincarnation, so that the suchons could keep feeding off them.  They started to simply accept that a life of hardship was normal, with sayings such as “life’s a bitch, and then you die”!   Meanwhile, the suchons continued to create ways they could manipulate more and more energy out of the humans.  It was getting worse and worse.  The Overlay was getting to be more and more of a mess.  Pollution, destruction and death – death that kept on cycling around and often after painful dis-ease experienced by the now not authentic human body.  Instead of being able to live in the human vessel as long as the being would choose, age and disease took them through the death, karma, reincarnation/birth and life cycle.   Not only were the humans taken off the TRUE ORGANIC PLANETARY BODY OF EARTH, they were also taken off the land of the Overlay by the clever manipulations of the suchons whereby the humans were largely living in cities.   They lost all memory of who they were, they forgot how powerful they are, how they have advanced inner organic technology that is in complete synchronization with the organic earth, and that they did not have to get sick and heal, that they could normally, when on the organic earth’s surface, live as long as they chose.   There were, however, some humans who had done some of the research into things that didn’t make sense and were pretty much opposite to what they were told by the system.  These awake ones could tell that they were jointly responsible for what was occurring – self responsible for their own experiences and once they started to see more and more of what was happening, they recognized that they had co-created what was going on by being ignorant and by allowing and accepting all of this.  They also started to see “The Loop” for what it really was and realized that they really needed to clean up their Karma – because they knew that the time was coming when they would have to really do something to make changes.  They knew that things could not continue as they were . . .

These awakening beings actually were volunteer evolved souls who had been asked by Universe Creator to go in and expose to the rest of the Universe what was occurring within the Overlay on earth.  Their mission was to go there and together stop the suchon’s game.  Even these volunteer evolved souls (to various levels) had been hit by the infection/virus causing them not to have full memory of who and what they were and of their mission.  They each found their awareness (some with the help of the flora kingdom), at various stages, of their time within the Overlay.  Having come from all over the Universe, they were very wise souls and even though it took some time, eventually, they started to remember what they were doing on the Overlay, what it really was, and what they had to do about it.

Massive Deceit
There was so much deceit at this point that the vast majority of the fed-upon humans were oblivious to what was happening.  Even seeing high numbers of their fellow humans in poverty, more and more restrictions on what they were ‘allowed’ to do, false terrorism attacks blatantly executed, didn’t make them aware of what was really going on.  Instead, it created more fear and stress to feed the suckers – which was exactly what the suchons wanted.  The population was still rising despite all of this, because that is what the suckers desired – more and more energy created for them!!!   They started getting more and more greedy and loved using this delicious human energy to develop more methods to keep the humans enslaved and giving of their energy – between the ones on the Overlay in their fake bodies, and the ones on the Moon and Saturn – they simply couldn’t get enough.   All the while, children were being stolen and consumed – it was horrible. 

It was all going so perfectly for them – until some of the “evolved souls” shook off more of the memory infection, and started working out and seeing all of the clever deceitful ways that had been created to feed off the humans.    Once exposed, these deceitful ways had less power, because these who were seeing were able to let go of fear and stress, use their (remaining) creative abilities and express some higher vibrations, hence not feeding the suchons.  But it wasn’t enough to stop them until a much higher number of the evolved souls recognized the tricks.  The evolved souls used their awareness to guide some of the humans within the Overlay to recognize what was really going on.  The “rescue team” started to recognize what they had to do to clean up this mess and to put an end to this domination, control and outright theft, that had been imposed upon the organic earth, by the reckless creation of this Overlay, which at this point was massive AND a massive mess!

What they had to do was to awaken consciousness in the programmed, dumbed down humans.  The only way to do this was to get them as close to living on the land as is possible on an Overlay.  This meant acquiring use of what was left of areas on the Overlay that resembled natural earth – areas that were remote and still had reflected through the Overlay what was on natural earth such as forests full of trees, mountains, streams, areas where cultivating flora and fauna was possible.  They needed to create shelters for the humans as well as places to grow food and keep animals – to get back in touch with the flora, fauna and mineral kingdoms – and to recognize that ultimately, they did not need to consume anything – but this was going to take some time.  Another major thing they had to recognize was that the biggest sucking took place when they were connected by religion and by legal structures.  They had to find a way to separate themselves from these structures.  Once they had this figured out, this disallowed the suchons to impose their rules and codes upon these humans.  This way, they could create their new land-based communities in any way they chose – once they found a way to obtain the resources to do this. 

Getting the first group of humans out of the cities was the first step.  Teaching them to live in nature – at least what was left of anything resembling the pure nature that is on organic earth – was a great beginning.  What they had to do was to start living in a way that was as close to living on natural earth as is possible on an Overlay.  This way, they could create portals which would take them in.  This is what is really meant by inner work and going within.  They had to go within themselves to remember who they really were, AND to go in – beneath the Overlay, back onto organic earth.  Some humans have seen and felt this as a hollow earth – something under what they were currently living on.  Their perception was close.  As the humans who came to create these communities that were as close to nature as possible spent longer living there, and were able to separate themselves from the religion and the legal attachments, they were able to sustain themselves without anything to do with the system that the suchons had created.   Soon, these humans were able to become very creative and really start to enjoy themselves – living in these environments such as in a forest, or on open plains or mountains.  This was getting them closer and closer to their natural ways of being – some started to remember their inner technology and even began to use it.  This caused the Overlay construction under them to get thinner and thinner – so that as mentioned before, portals started to open up.  Living this natural way would cause them to slide through the portals right back onto natural earth.  They would awaken and realize that they had slipped through and were now on the true, natural earth. 

Once the “rescue team’ started to recognize that this was occurring, some of them were able to either return through the portals, or stay on the Overlay so as to guide all of the other awakening humans to come and live in the communities and to go through their re-naturalizing process so that they too could slide back through onto natural organic earth.  More and more communities were created all over the Overlay – including by and in the oceans so that our brothers and sisters of the oceans could also slip through.   The more humans and animals that went through this process, the more others found themselves awakening to what was going on, and the more of them who went through the process.  It was possible to keep using the communities and allow the humans to go through their own processes.

Eventually, as many as chose to take this path did – until such time that Universe Creator knew that all it had to do was to dissolve the Overlay.  Now that her humanity was not stuck there, no longer held hostage, she could uncreate this monstrosity and dissolve it into her Universal body and transmute it – until it was no more.  Finally, her humanity was back where it was meant to be.

And the suchons?  The energy ran out, so they took themselves back out of those bodies and out of the Universe, and with that, dissolved because remember, they would cease to exist out of the Universe, and the “accident” and mistake, was over and all back to how it was meant to be.

This is quite some story isn’t it?  Imaginary? Well, in these moments of now, the end is, but it is an awareness of mine that the rest is very close to a true story. It explains so many otherwise unanswered questions. What is a more likely story? Share yours in the comments if you would like!



Community by Consideration, Contribution and Chaordic Co-operation

Community chaordic Cooperation

Community by Consideration Contribution and Chaordic Cooperation PDF

So many awake people in these moments of now are seeing how much is wrong in this 3D Earth reality.  Those of us who are indeed aware of this, would truly love to do whatever it takes to make a difference.   Many of us have a vision of creating and living on land-based sustainable communities.  Once we can acquire the materials, technology, machinery and capable work force/creative team of humans, all that is then needed is a good level of willingness from those involved to be co-creative with *consideration for each other, to *contribute our skills and abilities in a *co-operative fashion that becomes natural – with no big boss, just a pure and natural *inflowment whereby the pieces come together effortlessly.

Humans have natural abilities that have been drawn/sucked out of us.  We have forgotten how we can simply *co-operate with one another and get amazing things done.  Instead of having a boss/foreman/director to give orders as to how to complete the tasks, we get it done in a *chaordic fashion.  Once everyone gets started with this in mind, everything and everyone gets into a *chaordic flow whereby everyone just knows what to do.   When we naturally co-operate with one another with a deep respect for what the others are doing, it simply gets done.  This is a new, yet old idea.  When we act as humane human beings, and not like mechanized robots, our creativity is unstoppable.  We are *heartacious by nature – did anyone notice that there are few (if any) English words to describe being “unlimited”, “boundless” or “unstoppable” that do not have a prefix or suffix (un, less) to make the word into a positive version?  I couldn’t think of one, so I made one up –  the one I just used above – *heartacious, because we create from our hearts – *heartacious = of the heart, and the heart is unlimited in its ablilities.  Haha, so the heart is *heartacious in its abilities!

Heartacious chaordic co-operation
will get things done in the most beautiful way.

Here are some guidelines:

  1. Act with integrity
  2. Respect everyone
  3. Use grace in all interactions
  4. Contribute your skills and abilities unconditionally
  5. Be aware of everything going on around you
  6. Acknowledge your co-creators where appropriate
  7. Co-operate at all times
  8. Stay balanced – extremes in excess are harmful
  9. Appreciate every experience and everyone
  10. Be considerate to others whilst being respectful to yourself
  11. Retain equality with all
  12. All ways do your best

There will be more to add to this list as we create together, but this is a good beginning.

* consideration = Thoughtfulness and sensitivity towards others.
* contribute = Help to cause or bring about; to be one of the reasons why something happens
* co-operation = the process of groups of organisms working or acting together for common or mutual benefit, as opposed to working in competition for selfish benefit. Many animal and plant species cooperate both with other members of their own species and with members of other species; The action or process of working together to the same end.
* chaordic = A chaordic organization refers to a system of organization that blends characteristics of chaos and order; (of a system, organization, or natural process) governed by or combining elements of both chaos and order
* heartacious = naturally unlimited; unbridled; boundless
* inflowment = living in balanced, harmonious flow, with respect for all around you; flowing in the moment; harmonious flow

Life is a Gift

Life is a Gift
Life is a Gift PDF

Life is a gift. How could anyone see it any other way.  Sure, there are those who are going through really tough times all over the world.  But look around and see even some who are living on what we call the poverty line, who still walk around smiling and joking.  So many people recognize that it is a gift to be here on this amazing planet, and are so very grateful for it.  There are a lot of things that are not working, a lot of people who are struggling, yet there are also a lot of people who are enjoying their lives, recognizing the beauty of Earth and all of the things we can do here.  The question is, what can we do to make the world a better place, to change things so that no one has to struggle?

When one looks around and sees how amazingly creative we are as a species, then we have to see that life is a gift.  People are craftsmen, artists, engineers, writers, homemakers, gardeners, builders, landscapers, the list goes on and on.  When we see these skills and gifts for what they really are, then we can start to truly appreciate who and what we are as a race.  Whatever colour, size or gender we are, we are all here to be our unique selves, and in our diversity, we are equal.  Everybody has something to give.  Everybody is also worthy to receive – this is what happens when we share our own skills and abilities, and when we are willing to receive help and support from others.  This is called cooperation, and cooperation is one of the most wonderful things that can occur between humane human beings.  It is about balance and harmony.   It is about respect and love.  It is about being human. 

There are so many gurus and philosophers out there telling us how to be and what to do.  Telling us what they believe, how they see the world etc.  Sure, a few reminders are great, but ultimately, we only need our own connection to our inner selves, our greater beings, our hearts, and of course, to our mother earth, without whom, we would not be here!  When we listen to our heart, truly listen, we remember who we are, and we no longer feel the need to read scriptures or listen to preachers, because we inherently KNOW how to treat ourselves, and how to treat others around us. 
Worldly Preachers

This is something that we have had extracted from us through the system’s programs and conditioning, and also by systems of control and domination.  We can make a choice – when we connect with the greater aspect of ourselves, then we can make very powerful choices, and say to any offers that we do not align with, “Thanks, but no thanks”, and let it go, walk away and keep on our path, with grace and appreciation for every single offer and every single experience.

Life is a gift because it isn’t easy the whole way through, but once we wake up to recognizing that we are responsible for our own life, our own self, and that whatever way anyone wants to look at it, at the end of it all, we create our reality.  We can change our experiences whenever we choose to.  It may not happen immediately, in fact, usually it takes a bit of our time, but once we make a choice and we put out our intention to manifest whatever it is, then it is unstoppable – we just have to allow it.  This way, we create the lives we dream about, and we live them.  When we share our experiences with others, and then simply teach by example, we will see big differences in the world. 

Life is a gift because when not living in physical body, our existence is an entirely different experience to travel the Universe out of body.  Life in the physical is something that many beings across the Universe would love to experience.  So, next time you are feeling down, just remember, you are living in the present, and the present is you in your body.
Yes, a GIFT.  😀

Jolly’s Knoware In Time

Jollys Knoware in Time

Jolly’s Knoware in Time PDF

As I flow through these moments of now, I become aware of knowings that I have, and these can be referred to as knoware.  And time is a mystery, but we seem to be in it, so I share things I know as my Knoware in Time

My own self authority surpasses all that we know as authority in this world.
I live a life of contribution rather than one of servitude.
My outer world changes as I change inside and reconnect with my whole self.
I acknowledge that the balance point is constantly changing and I stay aware of this.
I am aware that ideology is not reality. However, I keep my vision of where I am going.
I am aware that the matrix system was imposed in this reality. I am also aware that I am within it and I must keep a balanced respect for it while expecting respect from it.
I never resent the matrix system, I keep a healthy relationship with it.
I continue using wisdom and keep it within all equations and considerations.
I use the Triple A of Life when communicating with the matrix and its creator.

 Programs of control and limitation along with emotional wounding caused primarily by these programs are what is keeping humanity from being who we really are. When we become aware of this truth, we heal and return to inflowment here on earth.
Peace is an automatic by-product of this knowledge and awareness.
This leads us to acknowledge Earth Mother’s distorted ego and to let her go.

When dealing with the matrix and its constant imposition on me and all of humanity, my response is to say thank you, but no thank you. I do not fight, I simply say “No”.
I all ways use respect and communication when interacting with the matrix system.
I go into the amazing space of grace which leads me into my power which is impregnable. I can self protect, all attacks I deflect – I say NO.
Any beings that choose to attack, I deflect and I tell them to exit this reality.
My brain is never involved in any of the above, I go to my inner, higher Big self for this.

OK, so yes, we did (agreed at a soul level) incarnate into another’s creation [The Matrix] and we must respect that, without any resentment for it. However, in the drama of this reality, we did not agree to the imposition of the programs of control and limitation.  In more recent times, additional systems of control have been created, primarily a clever system which was created to enslave us completely to this matrix. Our true status of living being on the land was taken from us by sly manipulation and converted into one of bonded surety which allows the Catholic Church/Vatican to own our physical body. Choosing to correct our status will enable us to take back our inherent inner power, and physical freedom.  We live by natural lore and do no harm. I tell the system to not harm me, and I do not harm it. We continue a healthy, respectful relationship –> balanced inflowment.

What If? ~ Inspiration For All.

What if

What if? PDF

What if?

 Whether I say “I can” or I say “I can’t”, I am right

What if I continue to choose “I can” over “I can’t” with every vision and wish I have, and to accomplish each one with joy and satisfaction? 

What if when I complete the “goal”, someone else is inspired by my example?

What if I keep raising my own bar and I start to achieve things that I never before believed I could?  

What if I choose the route of “anything is possible” when I make the decision to do something and I keep going until it is done?

What if when I do this, many others do the same?

What if . . . . . . . . .?!

Offer? What Offer? Discovering How To Take Back My Power!

Offer what offer

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Something that I am observing as I wander through my life experience is that life is full of offers.  They come in all shapes, sizes, forms and from all dimensions.  What do I mean by this?  Well, consider that when you engage with the system, everything is an offer.  Everything in life in general is full of offers.  They are offers for agreement and/or contract.  Even things such as the vast array of toxins that are in the air, in the water and in the foods, they are all an offer.  Once we become aware of these things being foisted upon us, we have a choice.  Yes, I know, most would say, no, there is no choice, what are we supposed to do when chemtrails are being sprayed all across the skies?  Do I choose not to breathe?  No, you choose not to accept the offer of being poisoned – of being affected – by these things.  You choose not to be pulled in by fear or ignorance.  It is ignorance when you are not aware, and fear when you are aware, but you choose to accept the offer.  The same goes for the water which mostly contains some sort of toxin or another – do you remain ignorant, and accept the offer (of harm), or do you become aware, and still accept the offer?  OR, do you decline, and say “thanks, but no thanks”?

There is another whole arena from where offers are coming in left, right and center.  These are from a place where when one is oblivious, many, many, MANY offers are made, and by oblivion, one simply accepts these offers.  From what I have recognized, we came into this life experience having made a bunch of agreements with other beings.   We contracted with the best.  We asked to be challenged along our way, so that we could become the best too.  Of course, there is a whole lot of dastardliness in the mix here, too, but we won’t go into that at the moment.  From my experience, it can take a loooooooong time for us to recognize that this is what has happened/is happening.  Now, this does not take away our being self-responsible for everything we experience.  We co-created these agreements and interactions.  Therefore, let me be clear, I am sharing this to show how I can take my power back by declining further offers, rather than to say that something outside of myself did this to me.

Here is an example, and I am sharing this example because something very big is occurring for me here.

When I came into this body, I chose a female body.  I feel that my last incarnation was as a woman in a time when women really were second class citizens.  When I was growing up in this current lifetime, for most of my childhood, I really wanted to be a boy, likely because in my last lifetime, I saw how much easier it is in this world to be a man.  Once I got to puberty, I accepted that I wasn’t a boy and that it was OK to be a girl, even though I did not take on the “girlie” type role at all.   Many years later, I recognized how amazing it is to be a woman, and I said to myself, yeah, I want to be a woman, followed by, oh, that’s lucky, I’ve got the right body for that!!!

Women are powerful beings, and those with dastardly intentions know this, hence attempts to keep the feminine power supresssed.  Many women create within their physical body another living being and bring him or her into this physical reality, if that’s not amazing and creative, I don’t know what is!  But, women can be especially powerful once we get to so-called “middle age” meaning into our 40’s, 50’s and 60’s – and beyond – when we have gained a bunch of wisdom, and we have got to know who we are, and actually like who we are.  Once we have let go of/healed a large amount of emotional injury, we really start to step into our power.  This is the time that we really should become the powerful beings that we truly are.  We know who we are, know what we want, and even quite like ourselves!!  For the most part, we are free of caring for our children/others and can work less and less.

HOWEVER, something else happens.  The thing that is labeled “menopause” happens!  For many women, this is a series of debilitating symptoms – this website https://www.34-menopause-symptoms.com/   lists 34 symptoms of “menopause” and I bet most people did not realize that there are SO many.  If you look on that page, pretty much all of them are listed as caused by “hormonal imbalance”.   While I believe that hormones play a part in what occurs in a woman’s body at this time of her life, I call bullshit on the mainstream story of the cause of these physical, mental and emotional hazards being nothing more than “hormonal imbalances”.  Here are the three most life affecting so-called symptoms:

  1. Hot Flashes
  2. Mood Swings
  3. Fatigue

If you have not experienced a hot flash, you can have NO IDEA of how tough it is to experience boiling from the inside out, repeatedly all day, every day and night for, in many cases, years and years.   The most severe ones (in my experience) can last up to two to three minutes, with me literally sweating all over to the point that sweat is dripping off my brow and back, with my heart racing, and having a feeling of helplessness and hopelessness.  Mood swings are self-explanatory, and women get a bad rap for being moody and “hormonal”.  Then there is the fatigue.  Anyone who has experienced fatigue, probably experienced the same helplessness and hopelessness as I mentioned above.   And all of this is supposed to be caused by “hormonal imbalance”.  Yeah right.

So, how come men don’t suffer these symptoms when their testosterone drops lower and lower as they get older, and their hormones get out of balance?  And, explain to me – what is literally happening in our (female) bodies when we are generating enough heat to boil a lobster?  Where is the energy coming from to create the heat?  These heat flashes usually occur when one is sitting quite still, quite comfortable, and bam, they hit you from nowhere.  And I can say from my own experience, they NEVER, NEVER, EVER occur when you are cold to help you warm up!!  NEVER!  (LOL!)   Another interesting thing is that it is more common, for women to gain weight during “menopause” than to lose weight, but how come, with all the energy it must take to create this enormous amount of heat, we don’t wilt away into skinny little waifs, from burning all that energy?  Instead, most women gain fat. WHERE does that energy come from that generates all that heat??  Why can’t anyone answer these questions?  Why do they just continue to use the excuse that we have “hormonal imbalance”??!!  I call bullshit again!

So, where am I going with this?  Let’s go back to the part where I mentioned that we as women start to come into our power in our 40’s and up.  But what happens?  FKN Menopause happens!  I am proposing that this thing that is labeled “menopause” is a blatant attack on the feminine, along with all the other attacks that have been made on her for her entire adult life what with the cycles, and painful periods, painful childbirth etc. etc.  Oh yes, it’s those pesky hormones again?  Oh right!   I suggest that this is also an attack.  Anyway, I am going to continue with the “menopause” scenario – so, we get to the point that we are wise from our life experiences, we like ourselves, or even better, we love ourselves, and we know what we want.  Suddenly, we are either boiling from the inside out, or we are moody, or we are so FKN tired, we don’t feel like doing anything, or likely, a combination of all of those and more.  There goes the wisdom of the natural feminine, cherio!  She is just sitting around, gaining weight, feeling helpless and hopeless, instead of being out and about, guiding the younger people, encouraging them to be the best they can be, teaching by example, and all the other good things she might have been doing if she didn’t feel like a boiled, weak, cranky, old lobster!!!!!

What I am proposing is that there are agreements out there for us to be challenged by all of this (and in other life scenarios), and to experience what I have described above, (and other life experiences).  But then we have a choice – and that choice is to decline the offer.   To complete the agreements.  To say, thanks, but no thanks.  To say, thanks, I really appreciate your following through with our agreement, but it is time for this to complete.  I know what you are doing, and I am grateful for offering this to me, but I have experienced it enough, and I now say, thanks, but no thanks.

Can you believe that this is what I have done – that I have actually DONE this?!

I have recognized that this is what has been occurring, and I have communicated with the being with whom I made this agreement, and I am going through the motions to complete this whole agreement. See THIS STORY to learn how I re-membered about all of this.
What happens when you practice a skill?  In time, you get better and better at it.  This is my way of doing this.  I practice.  Whenever I feel what I call a “heat attack” coming on, I stop whatever else I am doing and I focus on the situation, not the heat, but on the offer.   I sit up, and I feel gratitude, and I say, thanks, but no thanks, I do not accept this offer.  I see you, and I know what you are doing, but we are done with this agreement.  I am ready to complete this.   With that, the heat stops.  It literally stops – or if I catch it in time, it doesn’t even start!  I am continuing to practice this.  Soon, I will be powerful enough to end this altogether.  This is HUGE for me!

I have to tell you that I have been experiencing these constant heat attacks for 10 years.  Yes, TEN long years, and although I recognized that these were attacks, I did not recognize that they were offers too.   For about three weeks now, I have been recognizing the heat attacks as offers and I have stopped what I am doing each time, and engaged with the one making the offer, and I have expressed genuine gratitude, and declined the offerThanks, but no thanks.

What if we can do this with any offer that is being made to us in this physical reality, whether it is something tangible, or energetic?  What if we can take back our full power and heal our emotional bodies, and as a result, our physical bodies?  I have also been working on healing old knee injuries and instead of accepting them as being what they are, I am declining offers of worsening  or static conditions, and instead, I am improving their condition.  What if we can take our power back by declining all offers that do not serve us, and by letting go of all beliefs that do not serve us?  What if, when we do this for ourselves, we can be there for others and encourage and support them to heal themselves and as a consequence, heal the world and the planet?

What if anything is possible?!




The Long Journey back to Inflowment.

Letting Go

The Long Journey back to Inflowment. PDF

The Long Journey back to Inflowment.

Thoughts on the long journey to turn again (re-turn) to a Life of inflowment on Earth.
~ How to deal with contracts.


In these moments of now, after great and long journeying, we are at the point where to continue flowing forward, letting go of past grievances and injuries, is vital.
It is time for closure.”

Acceptance that our experiences have been beneficial and have helped us to find our way back to our true authenticity will allow us to actually get there.
What about our agreements and contracts before we came into this physical reality? Why did we do that if we then go back on them by revoking, rescinding and reversing them? What if we had very good reason to make these agreements – what if we knew we needed to have these particular challenges and therefore to revoke them before completion will have us cycling round and around until we follow through by retaining the integrity of the agreement by completing it rather than going back on it – which revoking is.

I would like to propose that we, as humane human-beings consider the above and then find a way to recognise the best way to reach that place where we can truly make a difference. Once we have completed our challenges, we then free ourselves to be able to start doing just that – making a difference. What if we accept that our co-created experiences were meant to be – agreed upon before stepping into the physical body.   What if, once we become aware of our having made a bunch of contracts and agreements, and that they have served us during our lifetime, then this is the moment that these contracts and agreements become completed? To me, it seems perfect – make some agreements with oneself and with other beings to have certain experiences. See how those experiences served oneself, and then recognize because one sees that they have served, that these agreements are then complete. Brilliant!
This would preserve the integrity of the agreements and contracts, leaving no unfinished affairs, and no reversions/revocations or rescinded agreements or contracts whose energy could at any point come back to bite you?! Living in an energetic world, it is important to consider the energetic consequences.

Completion and letting go just could allow us to get into free forward motion toward making the world a better place, and teaching others by our example.
This is so very worth pondering.


Community ~ Co-operate, Share, Co-Create

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Community ~
A place to co-operate, to share, to create, and most of all, a place to reignite our relationship with Earth Mother, Sun and the elements, earth, fire, water and air.

Land-based communities are what we largely talk about when sharing our visions of our new way forward as humanity. For me, and my vision, I feel that the first thing to do is to find our way to the area of land that our hearts lead us to – always follow your heart. Once the land is found and acquired, the next thing to do is to establish a true heart to heart connection with that particular area on the planetary body. Get to know every part of the land, interact with the Nature Spirits and ask for permission to be there. We will all ways receive permission once we are pure in our intentions and are there with full respect and appreciation – along with having the respect to actually ask!

So now, we spend time/use time/use many moments of now communing with the land, the nature spirits and the elements. The Nature Spirits guide us, they have been there for a very long time. We can make them our friends when we show them full respect, and they keep everyone and everything in harmony and balance. Without earth, fire, water and air we cannot live. We re-cognize how the elements interact with one another. For example, air applied one way to fire will fan the flames, and air applied a different way will blow the fire out. All ways remember, air can spark and air can extinguish. Which way will we use the air? Which way will we use the water? Will it hydrate everything in its path, or will it erode and destroy the land as it rushes downhill in torrents? Will the fire warm us and our water, and cook our food, or will it consume and destroy what is in its path? Will earth give us a home and the materials to build the home, or will it quake and shake everything into rubble?

Do we have any control over any of this? Well, as shared in a recent post here on JGS, there is good reason to let go of control, so just as well we do not have control over the elements. However, we do have the ability to co-operate with the natural order – to find our perfect inflowment with the organic ways that have existed between (wo)man and the natural order for eons. It’s just that we have been taken away from it for way too long.

When we re-member, re-cognize, and re-create all becomes easy, anything is possible and we return to our heartaciously creative ways in perfect inflowment living from our hearts, on the land with nature, and from this solid foundation, our community will grow and flourish and continue on for generations to come.
We then live Knoware in Time!

Inflowment: living in balanced, harmonious flow, with respect for all around you; flowing in the moment; harmonious flow; flowing with the inner guidance of Spirit.
: unlimited; naturally limitless; boundless
Knoware: with knowledge and awareness
Time: who knows?!; an illusion